I'm Alive

Salam. Dahulu waktu mula-mula masuk menengah rendah, saya tak care pun pasal FAIL. Tak heran. Betul. Mula-mula memang la sedih, tapi lepas tu entah kenapa, buang jauh jauh rasa sedih, and i don't really care pasal FAIL. And sepanjang form4, i failed addmaths, phy, chem, bio.. and sometimes maths, english, sejarah. Terukkk sangat. Sangat teruk.

Usia makin dewasa, minda mula berfikir tentang masa hadapan, waktu form5 baru trying to catch-up everything. Alhamdulillah, yang tak faham jadi faham. Well, addmaths, tahu la kan? Betul orang cakap, usaha tangga kejayaan. And waktu Trial XM baru la my addmaths lulus. And SPM, tak sangka dapat B+. Alhamdulillah. Maybe graf turun, tapi yang pasti, Allah bantu saya! ;]

Saban tahun, sepanjang duduk di bangku sekolah, saya cukup cemburu dengan rakan-rakan yang selalu dapat Top10. Top5. Top3. Cemburu dengan mereka yang dapat pergi Hari Anugerah Cemerlang. Naik turun pentas. Me? Bilaa la.. Lepas spm, masuk Universiti, well korang akan rasa sendiri macam mana rasanya nak berusaha sangat-sangat so that dapat Dean's List (DL) waktu first semester. Kenapa 1st semester? Sebab dari 1st sem tuh la pointer korang akan dibawa ke next sem, kalau 1st sem teruk, susah nak naik kan. TAPI JANGAN LUPA BERUSAHA!! INSYAALLAH, ALLAH TOLONG

Masa orentasi dulu, dengar sorang-sorang Senior cakap "Alhamdulillah Dekan" "Alhamdulillah Dekan" "Alhamdulillah Dekan". Waktu tu, teramat membara2 nak dekan weh! betul tak tipu. Waktu tu semua junior membara2 nak dapat dekan. Pertengahan semester, semangat tuh makin mudar dek carry mark yang tak seberapa.. macam2 la. Fiuhhhh

Dulu, waktu pmr, pernah bercita-cita nak masuk ASiS. Harapannn.. Cemburu tengok mereka2 masuk SBP, MRSM.. Dulu saya super-duper malas dari sekarang. Makin membesar ni, tengok kakak2 abang2 yang belajar di Luar Negara, saya pun nakk!! And and, dorang juga pembakar semangat saya supaya tak malas. Supaya sentiasa berusaha untuk mencapai apa yang saya nak. Waktu dekat kolej, bila malas nak buat assignment/study, bila saya teringat dekat kakak2 abang2 yang belajar overseas, TERUS SEMANGAT wehhh!! TQ sangat dekat korang!!


Saya nak ucapkan terima kasih dekat semua. SEMUA. Parents, Family, Friends, Lecturers.. Saya panjatkan kesyukuran kepada hadrat Ilahi. Alhamdulillah. Terima kasih dekat semua secara langsung atau tak langsung. Sesungguhnya Allah sahaja yang tahu bertapa gembiranya saya. Saya nak kongsi my happiness with you guys. And and Alhamdulillah I got DL. ;]

Ini 1st time saya dapat keputusan cemerlang. Menangis kegembiraan pagi tu (nages sensorang la kan. haha). Nanti ada Dean's Dinner. It will be my 1st dinner ever. I mean.. yela before this tak pernah langsung dapat cemerlang okay? Tak pernah. I really want to share my happiness with all my friends!! And and i hope i can maintain the status. InsyaAllah. Dan dan, saya nak kamu kamu kamu tahu, saya taknak riak/takbur. Saya taknak pun. Moga dijauhkan dari semua tu. Saya just terlalu gembira, tak sangak, terharu. Nak share dengan korang. Nak LOMPAT LOMPAT sama-sama dengan korang!


TAHNIAH kepada semua student UiTM!! Tak kira la dekan ke tak, TAHNIAH jugak!!! Hanya kepada Allah sahaja kita meminta pertolongan. Sesungguhnya orang yang sentiasa meminta, tak akan dikecewakan oleh Allah yang Maha Esa. Sujud Syukur. ;]

p/s; entah kenapa rasa macam entry ni formal sangat. Tak bersahaja macam biasa. hum

Hey!

Salam. Hey Hey Hey! Sorry for being silent for almost couple of months. Kinda BUSY *ekkk*. Okay i lied. haha. You know, i just too lazy to update my blog but I DO missed updating this junky blog. hahaha.

Haaa as u all already known, SPM'09 results will be announce this March 11th. blablabla. Honestly i'm scared. But to make my mind calm and unstressed, i choose to think about 'What should i wear on that day?' haha. Yela it's the BIG day for SPM'09 leavers la.. so need to find some comfort, adorable cloths to put on so that if i get bad results, my cloths will cover it up. Okay close the case! i miss my classmates. ;]

Well, I'm working during this holiday.. at a mini Post Office. Hah! Never imagine i'm working there. Kinda okay though.. most of the time i wasted on Online..haha. Tak stress.. humm the salary kinda okay for me. Ouhh my english getting worse day by day.. Anyone?

Umm according to my mind schedule.. i suppose to post few entry about UAE, my family vacation. Starting from the 1st day(already post it) till the 6th day.. There's plenty of photo's i didn't show to all of you yet. Will do within this week.. i MUST! And and do you know that i keep procrastinate lots of programs that i should do since January 2010.. humphump! badboy.

Last but not least, I'm truely SORRY. ;]

Syukran!

Salam. Ahh sungguh rindu akan ini blog. Sungguh rindu. Ouhh saya ade berita baik punyer! my TRIAL EXAM finished already!! Fuhh, not satisfied or hooray! yet. I'm still waiting for the results. Humm, later if i already get the results i will post and share it with my readers. ;]

Tentang Hari Raya, maybe this weekends i will spend my time updating my blog about MY RAYA and so on. haha. In short, my RAYA this year is WONDERFUL, HAPPENING, and FUN! Ouhh and thanks to God. On the other hand, i'm afraid that my results aren't like i expected. Besides, before we sit for for TRIAL, my classmate and me already make a deal. "This trial atleast each one of us got 5A's". Uhh, amin.. ;]

Hey fella! I'm super duper double triple trillion miss you guys so much! haha. Every second of my life i will think about my blog, and how dissapointed my readers are because i didn't update for so long. Although not to long. hahah. But believe me, if i follow my naluri, i want to update my blog every second. haha. Well as you all already known, most of my post are about my life, what happen to me in a day, some of them are interesting but some of them are lame. haha.

There's lots scene/drama happen to me during my OFF BLOGGING. Unfortunetly i do not remember all, just few of them. ;] I'll story to you later. Till then hoping to see you all this weekends! ;]