Counting the days till 9th May 2013

Amek kau! Gigit jari aku. Counting the days....... Ya Allah moga semua orang mendapat keputusan yang cemerlang! InsyaAllah. Amin amin amin ya rabbal al amin!

Final semester, Bring It On!!

Assalamualaikum. Peace be upon you,

On 9th November, the result for my previous semester has been released. Alhamdulillah. My pointer increases from previous. My CGPA still can't reach 3.50 even if I obtain 4 flat for my final semester.

Whatever it is, I am really grateful for this result. People says, Expect the Unexpected. I did. I expected my pointer to be around 2.00-2.61.. It came out better. Alhamdulillah.

Result for the 4th Semester,

As Salam. Alhamdulillah. Thank you Allah. Last friday, the result came out. I checked it at 4 a.m. in the morning through my Yahoo Mail. It increased from previous. Alhamdulillah. I AM TRULY RELIEVED & felt calm with the result. Those B, B-, I admit it, I did the last minute study. By last minute, I mean the night before! haha. Hoping to get better result next semester! InsyaAllah. Aminnn ;]

I am freaking out because I am not freaking out

Understand my words? This is regarding my Diploma-Semester 4 result. It will be release/announce on this friday, 27th April 2012.

I have lived up to 20 years. Therefore I know why I didn't freak out and act calm. Maybe my instinct are wrong, but so far, it is always correct!

Anyway, whenever I act calm, like there is nothing happen, where else, my result will be coming out in few days, that is mean, my result won't be as great as I hope it will be. It will be moderate........ by moderate I mean moderate... not so impressive. Whatever it is, do say ALHAMDULILLAH okay faris fikri!

And whenever my heart beats fast, I act terribly nervous and FREAKING OUT, good news will arrive.. News that I have been waiting for!! KUN FAYA KUN

Thus, I am freaking out now because I didn't feel the feeling that I should feel, feeling that I want me to feel, so that I will get what I hope for.. But people do says, "expect the unexpected". Starting from now till this friday, I will squeeze my brain till I found the answer. The answer that will be the words that I will be using to tell my parents about my result.

I hate telling them the unimpressive result.

I am afraid

As Salam. Hai! Harini I followed Zamir to UiTM Kuala Pilah, accompanying him to submit the kertas kerja for next semester. We went to see our Physics' lecturer, who is also the Society of Science consultant. Zamir needs her signature, disamping tu we talked..

Ask her what she's doing while we're on our break, sebab Degree student dekat kampus kami tak ada yang ambil physics, so lecturer physics suppose free la kan. Rupanya they aren't free lah! Busy with others, research, conference etc.. I thought being a lecturer is as easy as being a school Teacher. Lain okay.. lecturer ni EXTREME sikit! haha you kena buat research etc... lecturer thingy, I malas nak ulas lanjut.

Oh then we talked about next semester, how many classes for physics? She said 1. We are shocked! Because if I am not mistaken, ramai kut student yang dah changed from human anatomy to material science. Then she continues, she said, they are preparing to open few mores sebab results for biology ramai yang didn't do it well.

Well people, I put my hands up! Because I might be one of them. So what I am freaking-out about? On 27th April 2012, our result will be announce & send to our email. If I did bad in my biology AGAIN this time..... my result either will be worst than last semester or maintain at the same position.

I know, I should redha & be okay with it... If I didn't get what I want, mungkin itu bukan rezeki saya. Setiap apa yang berlaku ada hikmah disebaliknya. Dan Allah menguji seseorang berdasarkan kemampuannya. Tak ada rezeki time ni, next time, dalam benda lain, akan ada. InsyaAllah (With Allah will).

I am extremely TAKUT sekarang.. Oh faris fikri, erase the word IF! Stop IF-ing something. CHILL LA BRO! Gigit gigi sekarang. arrrrrr

Niat tak menghalalkan cara,

As Salam. Harini demam separuh hari. Tengahari till malam. Thanks to my housemate yang prihatin, I am back into business! Ada dua quiz esok, chemistry & statistics.

Whenever saya berniat tak baik, example 'oh tak sihat, ada alasan untuk postpone quiz, bla3', MESTI TAK MENJADI. Budget akan demam sampai esok, tuptup malam ni dah baik. Thanks to two tablet of Panadol Activfast.

Oleh yang demikian, kena la study malam ni untuk esok. -_-

22nd December, PMR result keluarkan? Good Luck to all PMR'11 candidate!! May all of you get flying colours. Aminnn ;]

What's new? #5

As Salam. Hey kawan! Tinggal 5hari before balik UiTM semula. Pejam celik pejam celik dah a month and a half dah cuti. Will miss those moment yang ter-isi sepanjang cuti semester kali ni.

Tadi,
Ayah: Result dah keluar ke?

FF: Ohh dah lama dah.

Ayah: Hahhh? Berapa pointer?

FF: Ahh.. umm 2.90

Ayah: HAHHH? Kenapa turun?

Ayah: Dah kenal pasti apa punca?

FF: Urm.. entah. carry mark rendah kut. then subject yang credithour tinggi semua turun,

Ayah: humm.. lain kali focus pada yang credithour tinggi (sambil picit2 bahu saya)

FF: Okay..

There you go! Haritu mak tanya, harini ayah pulak. So officially both of my parents dah tahu. TADAAA tak perlu hide apa-apa dah. Alhamdulillah. ;]

p/s; Bought new spectacle! Yang lama punya dah patah cermin dia. Gambar with/without the cermin mata, which one better eh?

Mixture of Stories

As Salam. Okay ada banyak nak cerita. Let me compile kan semua dalam satu post je okay? Sebab sumpah malas nak buat banyak2 post. Mood tengah kemalasan. Start dari 25th May okay?

25th May 2011,

Tarikh keluar result untuk semua student UiTM. I didn't managed to get DL, but i managed to pass all subjects. Alhamdulillah. And yeahh, i didn't qualified to apply for JPA Sponsorship on July nanti due to my cgpa is below than 3.50. Huuu. Takpe, redha. Alhamdulillah.

Dalam hari yang sama, it was my last day working at I-Setan KLCC, Men's Shoes, brand Hush Puppies / Renoma / Obermain. I really had fun working there! Sangat seronok okay. Such a precious experience i had. Kerja 2 minggu 3 hari. Waktu balik dari kerja malam tu, tersedu-sedu nages sebab sedih tak kerja lagi, tak jumpa kawan-kawan kerja lagi. Terima kasih semua!

26th May 2011,

While i was talking on phone with my friend, saye terlanggar bucu tempat masuk CD. At first i just ignored it until we hang up, then i started to felt the pain, i looked down at my right leg, there's a straight line cut, and its bleeding. I ran upstairs, went to the bathroom, and i gave the cut some shower. hahaha. I laugh out loud!! HAHAHA why? laughing at that time is like a pain killer for me. weird isn't it.

27th May 2011,

Lepas solat Jumaat, followed my parents to Shah Alam. Sebab? Sebab nak pergi develop film. Develop dekat Shah Alam? No lahhh.. Sebab kereta ada satu je, so kena teman ayah pergi Shah Alam hantar borang apetah, then baru boleh pergi Bukit Indah, kedai gambar. Before pergi kedai tu, call dulu, dia cakap Dev+Scan 1roll RM16. Mahal gila! Then cakap dengan dia selalu i dev dekat Desa Setapak they charged me RM14 je. And uncle tu cakap OKAY RM14. Aiyakk! Rugi tak cakap lagi murah. haha

That night, around 9pm, i went to Rehan's house, chitchat-ing for about 2hours and 15 minutes. Went back home at 11.15pm. I faced two dogs. Every night, after 10pm, my neighborhood will be surrounded by dogs. Everywhere i go, i will meet it. My heart STOP beating once i saw the dog. I really-really scared of doggy. ;[

That night i am very exhausted. Ingat nak tidur awal. Then Nizam ajak pergi Uptown. Dia nak beli barang, hari sabtu dia nak blah Penang, then dari Penang dia akan gerak Kedah on Sunday. Alhamdulillah, dia lepas Pra-Diploma dengan cemerlang. And dapat offer letter untuk continue his study in Public Administration at UiTM Merbok, Kedah. Jauh kan?

28th May 2011

Woke up at 9 a.m., mandi, siap-siap, keluar dengan hizzam, nizam & ayie. Teman nizam beli barang, sambil tu saye pun nak beli something. Nizam balik awal around 2pm with Ayie. He text me and Hizzam around 4pm, informing us that he is on his way to Penang. Uwuwuw, ALL THE BEST NIZAM! We will miss you! mwah mwah mwah. Take good care of yourself there! See you again on Mid-Sem Break. Loveyou ;]

Esok, pagi, kena packing untuk balik UiTM Kuala Pilah, Negeri Sembilan. Seriously i feel lazy. Sedih la weh kena balik awal. Tak ready nak hadap buku. Ya Allah Ya Tuhanku, Engkau kuatkan la semangat ku ini untuk menempuh segala halangan yang datang. Need to gain more Iman & Pahala. ;]