Dear FF,

Simple update 25/10/2012

Assalamualaikum! Hai! Selamat berpuasa semuaaa! Harini nak balik kampung sempena Hari Raya Aidil Adha. Every year akan balik Kuantan, Pahang. And we love it. Mungkin sebab belah sana kampung kampung kut.

Oh haritu, baru tahu one of my friend, kampung dia pun nearby my kampung. Which dalam kampung yang sama, cuma lorong lain. AWESOMEEE! Nanti kut-kut la terjumpa.. nomnomnom

For the past few days, after balik dari uitm, I've been tidurrr sepanjang hari. Which, bosan gila. Malas nak keluar. Tapi akan keluar bila ada benda nak beli, macam haritu beli novel Adam & Hawa dekat Kinokuniya, ada 10% discount sebab guna Kad Diskaun Siswa 1 Malaysia.

AND yeah, I didn't go to the Aktiviti Lomowall tu. Mula-mula rasa macam, hmmm okay la. Tapi bila tengok facebook, dorang upload gambar, berapa kerat je datang, sian pula rasa sebab tak join membantu. Apapun, abang Rafiq cakap dah siap & ready untuk exhibition tu. ALL THE BESTT ;]

Takut tak masuk

Assalamualaikum. Selamat Pagi!

Harini ada aktiviti siapkan LomoWall @ Taman KLCC with budak-budak Lomorangers yang lain. Wall tu untuk Exhibition di Melaka 27-28/10/12 nanti. They invited others untuk join, hulurkan tangan, sambil tu boleh la belajar macam mana nak hasilkan lomowall yang hebakk kan.

I would love to join.. Tapi takut la. Well, i will be going there alone.. Tadi tengok yang confirm datang pun around 12 people something.. Yang kenal tu ada la, Kak Rem, Rafiq, Donnie (kawan Bell).. But... I just kenal dorang macam tu je. Tak la masuk gila-gila sampai boleh borak apa-apa je with them.. Still awkward. Hahh..

I love to be in a community.. Teringin untuk keep active with it.. Kira macam Ahli Aktif la. haha.. Haihhh sapa je pun yang aku kenal+rapat sampai boleh rasa selesa bila hangout dengan budak-budak tu..

Apa yang saya fikir, okay pergi je. At least tolong la dorang kan.. Rasa awkward pun tak apa, janji tolong ringankan beban dorang. Kan kan kan? Haaaa still, rasa takut nya..

Jadi, nak pergi ke tidak yaa? I'm hesitating..

From Yayyyyy, it became.. Deyyyyyy

Assalamualaikum. Good Morning people! So I've thinking about this.. You know, after having such a not-so-good-end with the final paper.. Me myself I have to blame..

I have 6 days free and only used 1 day to studied all those 9 Chapters together in one night stand. Lepas tu going to exam like you have got it all, and when you got the paper, it was like WHATTTTT...

You know, I have became this person who suddenly rasa nakkkkkkk balik being on the list after I've gone soooo long of not in it. I felt guilty to my parents because I can't get what they want and hoping me to achieve.. HAHHH

I am trying and still trying to fully REDHA with it... Let Him do his job... And yeahh, if it doesn't go in the way that you want it, you really need to find a way how to deal with it. Dealing with me-having-not-so-good-grades lately is quite helping yet devastating.. HAHA

Kdah bye.

Being where you belong

I miss being in Dubai. The environment, the surroundings, the feeling.. What make that up? What I miss the most? Being with my family.. Having REAL family time.. Spending time together.. Big LOVE circulating in the air..

;]

Semester 5 - FIN

Assalamualaikum. Alhamdulillah. Tamat la sudah final exam untuk semester ni. Sekali gus tamat-lah sudah Semester-5 Diploma saya.. One more semester to go! Wohooooo

Secara jujurnya.. Secara realiti-nya, I felt heartless.. Tak rasa happy, tak rasa sedih.. Cuma macam "Uh? Habis dah". Haa macam tu ekspresi dia.

Dan bila orang tanya, "Macam mana paper kimia tadi?" and I will answer like this "YAYYY Dah habisssssss!". That's mean, I really don't want to comment anything about it. Berserah je yeee! ;]

LOL

Assalamualaikum. Saja jalan-jalan laman-ke-laman. Tengok la entry requirement nak masuk degree. Then haruslah ada English requirement kan. Tudiaaa atas pagar!

BUT! Ini was years ago. Haruslah pihak university nak yang current punya kan. HAHA.

Eh kejap, I wonder, why I tak dapat pun sijil 1119 tu.. My roomate ada.........

Biology = Time for sleep!

Assalamualaikum. Haha. Ini Mimi's post. BIO310 stand for Introduction to Human Biology. Belajar macam Anatomy & Physiology la.. I didn't take this subject, sebab saya ambil PHY351 - Materials Science.

Kenapa tak ambil BIO310? Because of that(refer gambar) la. Haha. Learning biology, awesomeee! Memorizing & reading it, not so awesome. Tersengguk-sengguk is moment yang selalu happens bila buka biology thingy.

Adios Textiler!

Assalamualaikum.

Budak-budak part-5 Diploma in Textile Technology dah habis paper semalam. Which also means dorang dah habis pengajian di dalam UiTM Beting ni. Next month dorang start practical..

Me want to wish ALL THE BESTTT untuk korangggg!! Nanti tinggal la kami part-5 Diploma Sains je dekat UiTM ni sebagai Senior. Diploma lain semua akan pergi praktikal on their 6th semester.

Moga dapat jumpa korang semuaaaaaaaa lagi waktu Graduate nanti. InsyaAllah! And mana lah tahu kita sama tempat belajar/kerja ke satu hari nanti. ;]

Take care

I miss them..

Tadi belek-belek folder, jumpa la gambar ni.. Hahh... I miss them.. Boboi tu, sorang je jantan, still went missing up till today. Dekat rumah tinggal Puteh dengan Bella (ibu-nya) je.

My mum cakap, sepanjang Puteh masuk wad. Bella monyok je muka.. Masuk rumah pun, duduk diam je.. Bila Puteh dah keluar wad dia, she supposed to be quarantine dari Ibu dia. Tapi sebab tak sampai hati, haritu Ibu dia jilat-jilat Puteh. Rindu her kittens rasanya.. Tinggal Puteh sekor je.. Huuu..

(T_T)

So here's the story! Worth reading

The Boy & the Apple Tree (The story maybe long but it deserves to read)
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 A long time ago, there was a huge apple tree. A little boy loved to come and play around it everyday. He climbed to the treetop, ate the apples, took a nap under the shadow…he loved the tree and the tree loved to play with him. Time went by…the little boy had grown up and he no longer played around the tree every day.

One day, the boy came back to the tree and he looked sad. “Come and play with me” the tree asked the boy. “I am no longer a kid, I do not play around trees any more” the boy replied.

 “I want toys. I need money to buy them.” “Sorry, but I do not have money… but you can pick all my apples and sell them. So, you will have money.” The boy was so excited. He grabbed all the apples on the tree and left happily. The boy never came back after he picked the apples. The tree was sad.

One day, the boy who now turned into a man returned and the tree was excited “Come and play with me” the tree said. “I do not have time to play. I have to work for my family. We need a house for shelter. Can you help me?” “ Sorry, but I do not have any house. But you can chop off my branches to build your house.” So the man cut all the branches of the tree and left happily. The tree was glad to see him happy but the man never came back since then. The tree was again lonely and sad.

One hot summer day, the man returned and the tree was delighted. “Come and play with me!” the tree said. “I am getting old. I want to go sailing to relax myself. Can you give me a boat?” said the man. “Use my trunk to build your boat. You can sail far away and be happy.” So the man cut the tree trunk to make a boat. He went sailing and never showed up for a long time. Finally, the man returned after many years. “Sorry, my boy. But I do not have anything for you anymore. No more apples for you …” the tree said. “No problem, I do not have any teeth to bite” the man replied. “No more trunk for you to climb on” “I am too old for that now” the man said. “I really cannot give you anything… the only thing left is my dying roots” the tree said with tears. “I do not need much now, just a place to rest. I am tired after all these years” the man replied. “Good! Old tree roots are the best place to lean on and rest, Come, come sit down with me and rest.” The man sat down and the tree was glad and smiled with tears…

 This is a story for everyone.The tree is like our parents. When we were young, we loved to play with our Mum and Dad…

When we grow up, we leave them…only come to them when we need something or when we are in trouble.

No matter what, parents will always be there and give everything they could just to make you happy. You may think the boy is cruel to the tree, but that is how all of us treat our parents. We take them for granted we don’t appreciate all they do for us, UNTIL it’s too late. May Allah SWT forgive us of our shortcomings and may He Guide us inshaallah.

 “And your Lord has decreed that you worship none but Him. And that you be dutiful to your parents. If one of them or both of them attain old age in your life, say not to them a word of disrespect, nor shout at them but address them in terms of honour. And lower unto them the wing of submission and humility through mercy, and say: ‘My Lord! Bestow on them Your Mercy as they did bring me up when I was small.’ ” [Al-Qur’an 17:23-24]

 MI

Nasi lemak telur mata separuh masak. YUM

Assalamualaikum. Pagi!

So today I did that (refer above image)! Alhamdulillah. Lama sangat tak breakfast nasi lemak. Ghaa... Thank you to my roomate, tolong belikan.

And I just realized today, I have became this one person yang share story with my mum. I mean, dulu, tak pernah cerita pun, jarang la. Kan ada certain people dia memang selalu share what happens today to their parents.. Selalunya perempuan la..

Ermm I guess it started when I read a story dekat Facebook.. Pasal kita selalunya akan pergi cari parents bila we need them, macam nak duit ke nak minta tolong apa-apa ke. Padahal dulu waktu kita kecil, dorang la teman kita 24/7. And now, sebab busy with life masing-masing, we make them sebagai pit-stop je.

Tersentuh tahu baca cerita tu. Sebab memang kena betul with me, therefore, I have decided untuk spend more time with them while it last. Nanti saya dah jumpa semula cerita tu, I will share it here eh!

Oh, and I want to wish VERY VERY ALL THE BEST to those who have paper today. Ada juga yang last paper today. Moga Allah permudahkannya.. Aminn Ya Rabbal Alamin.. ;]

What do you expect?

Assalamualaikum. Alhamdulillah. Habis dah 3rd paper. One more left! ;]

Ada sebab kenapa orang baru yang buat kertas soalan
Ada sebab kenapa corak soalan tadi tak sama macam pastyear
Ada sebab kenapa soalan dia tak keluar like everyone expected it to be

Sebab dia nak ajar kita supaya, EXPECT THE UNEXPECTED!
Jangan terlalu harapkan pastyear, and you ignore benda yang tak pernah/selalu keluar

Every single thing dalam satu subject tu, you kena tahu!
Don't miss a thing, because, even benda tu nampak remeh, tengok la nanti benda tu yang keluar. hahahah.

And ada sebab why I tak baca part yang keluar banyak tu
Eh. Yeke. Ke sebab saya yang study last minute. hahahaha

Ada soalan tu, tak ada idea langsung nak tulis apa, you know what I did? I drew a box, and I left it blank. Sekurang-kurangnya adalah effort nak jawab soalan tu. huuuu

Apa pun, I am really grateful, tak keluar soalan yang even harder, beyond my expectation. Oh yang tadi pun beyond orang punya expectation pun. Haha. Sebab you know... Topic yang selalunya dia tanya soalan calculation, haruslah you faham/hafal macam mana nak buat calculation kan, tidak terlintas la pula dia nak tanya mechanism bagai.

Most people takut failed & kena repeat.. Me? Ermm.. kalau failed pun tak apa kut, sebab nanti I boleh score better!!! haha. But, I don't think I will failed (wahh confident je..). Tapi kalau failed, ALHAMDULILLAH sebab I have been given another chance to do better. Kan? ;]

Not good, uh uh

Junior: Eh, tak tidur lagi?
FF: Ah? ha'ah, baru nak study..
Junior: Eh, baru bangun tidur ke?
FF: Huh? Tak la. Tadi berfoya-foya
Junior: Ohh..

24 hours left faris! Last minute sangat! Demdem hate when I do that. It makes me jadi kelam kelibut nak mampusss..

Ba is the beginning of Bismillah

Assalamualaikum. Peace be upon you,

Do you that the word 'Ba' in Bismillah is really a BIG word. Why? Okay I will share what I have learned from Kuliah Maghrib tadi.

As we know, Allah send down four Kitab to four different prophet. We must know each Kitab's name and to whom it goes to. Ingat rukun Iman? Besides beriman kepada Allah, Rasul, Malaikat, Hari Kiamat, we need to beriman to Kitab juga. Untuk beriman kepada kitab, kita kena tahu la nama kitab tu dan kepada siapa ia turun:

Taurat - Nabi Musa A.S.
Zabur - Nabi Daud A.S.
Injil - Nabi Isa A.S.
Al-Quran - Nabi Muhammad S.A.W.

Okay these is how it goes... Semua maksud dalam Kitab Taurat, Zabur & Injil ada dalam Al-Quran Nur Karim. MAKSUD nya sahaja ye, bukan ayat dia. And semua maksud dalam Al-Quran itself, ada dalam Surah Al-Fatihah. Kira macam summary la..

Then, semua maksud dalam Surah Al-Fatihah, ada dalam word Bismillah itself. Can you see where is this going? Faham tak? Nampak tak the word Bismillah itself sangat la mengandungi banyak maksud tersirat & tersurat. Nampak tak kenapa Bismillah is very important to say before you start something.

Beginning your daily life with Bismillah, InsyaAllah, akan dapat keberkatan dari-Nya. If you didn't start with it, it is sort like, keberkatan itu berkurang. As for example, you makan orange, which rich in Vitamin C. You eat it without baca Bismillah. Katakan lah amount of Vit. C in the orange is about 80%, you will only dapat around 30%.

Oh and, semua maksud dalam Bismillah, ada dalam perkataan BA. Jadi, nampak tak. BA itu mengandungi maksud-maksud daripada semuaaaa Kitab yang ada. Actually Ustaz tu ada mention jumlah ayat..etc.. But I didn't remember that. Sorry..

I am here just to share. If ada salah silap, do tell me & share with others! Thank you very much.

I love to listen to a song by 'Yusuf Islam - A for Allah'. It teach listeners about the basic words in Al-Quran. ;]

Jazakumullah Khairan Khatira

The last survivor, Cik Puteh

Assalamualaikum.

Pagi tadi, Ayah tagged me to a photo of Puteh, above. Ayah cakap she has just been admitted to UPM's Vet Hospital.. Sebab dia baru dijangkiti Virus yang sama. Hope she will get better, and live long! We can only pray.. She's a stong girl! She even MIAWWWWWWW (aggressively) to me when I angkat her last time. Fuhhhh i'm terkejut ke apa. Siap join dia menjerit lagi. Hahaha

3.30 p.m.

Assalamualaikum. Whiskas left us at 3.30 p.m. harini. ;']

I asked Allah waktu doa antara dua khutbah waktu solat jumaat tadi. I asked Him macam ni "Ya Allah, kalau memang masa Whiskas dah tiba, kau ambil lah dia, jangan biarkan dia terseksa lagi. Dan jika umur dia panjang, kau kuatkan lah dia, dan sihat kan lah dia lebih sihat dari sebelum ini".

Allah answered me. Alhamdulillah.

WHISKAS, kita tak sempat jumpa awak. Last kita awak pun waktu awak tengah pakai cone tu lagi. Whiskas, kita tahu, Allah akan jaga awak lagi baikkkkk lagi dari kami jaga awak. BE HAPPY there okay! Teman Tiger & Kenit. Kami satu keluarga sayaaaaaaaaaang awak semua! Terima kasih sebab korang semua, our family jadi sangat FAMILY.

Thank you Allah sebab anugerahkan mereka kepada kami. Thank you sebab benarkan kami berkasih sayang dalam satu circle.

LOTS OF KISSES! xoxo ;]

Called it Feline Leukaemia Virus (FeLV)

Assalamualaikum. Alhamdulillah, All Praise only for Allah. He helps me go through crest and trough.. Dah lepas dua paper, another two to go. Wuhuuuu!

Tadi mak call, I asked her about Whiskas, mak cakap doktor kata she still 50/50.. Sebab there's no more darah putih in her body.. THAT virus dah engulf semua. And kami baru tahu yang sebenarnya, kucing also kena di-vaccine waktu dia kecil, just like a baby. Well, we never bela kucing before, thus we don't know about the vaccine..

Tak apa, learn from experiences. So sesiapa yang baru bela kittens, pergi vaccine dia. ;]

Doktor cakap, kalau she's strong, dia boleh lawan, insyaAllah survive. Aminn Ya Rabbal Alamin.. BE STRONG WHISKAS!!!

read more on FeLV and other viruses that attacking a cat HERE

Stay Strong Whiskas!!

Assalamualaikum. Tengah study, saja nak buka FB, baca noti, kakak post ni.. Oh whiskas! Please be strong! Oh Allah, please help Whiskas, please heal her from the illness she's suffering.

Kakak cakap dia jadi macam Arwah Tiger, muntah-muntah.. I can't lose another kitten... Please... I haven't meet them for 3weeks.. And i won't meet them until i finish my exam which will end on 14th..

I cried whenever I missed Tiger. Tiger suka tidur atas rak kaca tinggi tu.. Everytime I think about her, I cried.. I can't lose you too Whiskas.. I can't cry no more, I have examination... Please don't leave.. Oh Allah, please don't take away Whiskas too..

GET WELL SOON WHISKAS!!

Simple seems okay!

Simple text message. I prefer this nowadays.. It might be caused by maturity.. I used to be that person who loves to type an essay-like for birthday wishes.. I will set a reminder 5-10 minutes earlier before 12 a.m., and start creating the birthday-text, & will make sure the message arrive to he/she approximately 00:00 hours

Haha. Yup that's me! I mean, was. Or will always be? It depends.. ;]


I'm currently studying Modern Physics, paper esok. Wuhuuuu takutnya! Belum 100% focus. Rabbi Yassir Wala Tu'assir, Wa Atmim Bi Kheir..

accelerating.............

Friends forever, dunia & akhirat, InsyaAllah ;]

Assalamualaikum. So this is us. The last survivors.. Dari 20++ of us, tinggal 6 je yang masih in-contact. Alhamdulillah. Mereka ni la make me feel like home once I registered at UiTM Kuala Pilah last two and 1/2 years.. I've never been to boarding school. I went to sekolah harian biasa, pergi-balik dari rumah.

So this is our senior year. To Niyah & Shah, this is their final semester sebab they are going to practical next semester.. While us, student dip.sains tak ada practical, masih akan menimba ilmu di Kuala Pilah next semester, InsyaAllah.

Gambar ni gambar kenangan. Took right after habis paper entreprenuership tadi, which merupakan paper terakhir yang kita semuaaaaaaa (course) ambil. Ghaaa will miss korang lah after habis diploma nanti!!

Wan, Niyah, Opie, Zamir & Shah.

And to the rest of  the FB-ians jugaaa, kita dah jarang hangout sama-sama macam waktu sem-1 dulu, because everyone busy with their own life.. I understand.. See you guys waktu reunion nanti! (soon.. 5 years later mungkin. hehe)

"High need of Achievement" - David McCleland

Sangat tak best when you missed so many classes on your favorite subject. Urgh. I felt awful sangat. Sebab I can't understand what its all about. Chapter awal-awal okay, middle till end are like, *krik krik*. Plus, I've lost the confidence to strive well in this subject.. T_T me want to tidur (sebagai reflex). But I have to try my best, start kicking your ass farisfikri!!!!

Kak Syafiqah posted this on my wall semalam. Awwww Kak Piqa!! Thank you very much...!! Terharu graduated top student diploma sains (major in physics) kuala pilah bagi semangat.

Apa-apa pun, remember, niat Lillahitaala ;]

Traumatized by this behaviour

Korang pernah tak buka laptop sebab nak study slides, notes.. And yes you did opened it. But, it just it. You know once dah buka BROWSER, everything went upside down.. Duduk la hadap browser till late morning, lepas tu mengantuk sangat, X browser.

And all slides/pdf/notes yang you buka tadi, you just X X X X and X. Off laptop.

Pernah tak? Well, I might will be doing the same thing this time.. Except! If I can discipline myself more, like right now, I can change it right? So here it goes.... (count till 300 second pls)

I have milk & chocolate

Assalamualaikum. Okay right now, as you can read what the above stated. Haha. Should be using those two untuk study for next paper, Modern Physics, this thursday.

Alhamdulillah paper tadi went okay.. I didn't expect anything, i mean what will the grades be.. I don't want to think about it. What I know is, I have done what I needed to.. Mungkin ada sikit je tak berapa nak selak. Now it is time to TAWAKAL. Let He do the rest.. ;]

Humm seeing others (the analogue-ers) producing enormous beautiful amazing photos makes me SO JELLY (wan nur adilah yang create this word, i mean, word baik untuk replace 'jealous' harhar. It is not good to be jealous you know). So yeah, I do jelly/envy with them.. It has been quite awhile I didn't go to kedai gambar and develop some the films..

Nak develop, tapi waktu tu tak ada duit. And bila ada duit, tak ada time untuk ke kedai gambar. I really hope semester break ni I berjaya develop those films.. Nak sangat tengok apa hasil dia... Aaaaa rindu tengok gambar hasil sendiri yang best-best. Ghaaa craving hahaha