Quick update since the last update (title "2017")

Assalamualaikum. Hai, aku pinjam laptop Kakak sebab niat nak settle kan kerja freelance (kemain!) simple design in Adobe Illustrator. It is more to FREE-lance. Alhamdulillah aku tahu la basic guna AI masa zaman-zaman aku jadi Exco Publisiti Multimedia waktu degree dulu. Apa aku taktahu, aku YouTube je. I'm not really an illustrator ya. Selalunya aku buka AI ni bila orang sekeliling aku memerlukan design di dalam format .ai . Jadi aku ni hanya membantu merealisasikan keperluan orang dengan skill yang aku ada.

Dulu pernah la zaman belajar, aku nak cari extra income, aku promote dekat kawankawan aku boleh tolong realisasikan resume cecantik, dengan syarat requester kena bagi aku sketch how they want it to be. Sebab, aku tak kreatif pun. Jadi aku cuba boleh bantu realisasikan impian kreatif orang je. haha.

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Malangnya laptop kakak ni berat, jadi nak work on .ai macam harapan je. Walaupun using portable software.

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Aku tiba-tiba rasa nak note down ayat-8 Surah Tahrim tu somewhere. Dan tangan aku type "blogspot.com". Tak boleh nak login, dia kata password salah. haha. Alhamdulillah dia boleh send dekat phone number. Ya aku masih guna phone number lama wahai teman, jadi kalau rasa dah lost-contact tu, aku masih di sini, HELLO je.

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So short update lepas entri yang 2017 tu. Ya aku failed paper OB tu, dan aku masuk Part-8 degree, di mana semester tu aku ambil paper OB & Research untuk kali yang ke-3 (last shot weh!). Sepanjang sem tu aku memang practice apa yang aku pernah tengok kawan aku buat; Setiap kali jumpa orang, minta tolong orang tu doakan aku. Tak kisah la orang baru kenal ke dah lama kenal, minta je tolong doakan. Sebab we never know mungkin doa dia tiada hijab.

Dugaan sem tu, kan aku dapat Supervisor baru untuk research aku. She's a Doctoral level.. mak mak person, okay la she helps. However on 1st Ramadhan aku dapat WhatsApp dari dia kata "Find another supervisor". Gila weh aku rasa waktu tu! Lagi 24-hari macam tu je sebelum final submission. Blank. Nak cari mana weh supervisor last minute macam tu. Rezeki waktu tu lecturer fav budak Health Admin, Sir Shahril tengah prep for his departure sambung PhD di Ireland. Dia takde jaga students sem tu, and aku WhatsApp minta tolong dia if he could help me final review je. Sebab aku dah siapkan, cuba need supervisor untuk review and buat final amendment sebelum Viva. Alhamdulillah berkat doa orang & bulan Ramadhan, Sir Shahril sudi tolong aku. We met at Masjid Asy-Syakirin KLCC (sebab waktu tu weekend), dia review paper aku sebelum Tarawih. Then met few times dekat Uni.. sebab sem 7 & 8 aku ulang-alik Ampang-Palam.

Alhamdulillah Alhamdulillah Alhamdulillah July 2017 aku berjaya tamatkan pengajian Ijazah Sarjana Muda Pentadbiran Kesihatan dengan jayanya! Paper OB lulus, Viva went well (panel dia siap highlight lagi "Oh awak la student yang tak lulus lulus tu" hah apejela janji LULUS!).

Sept-2017, Sir Shahril flown to Ireland. Tolong doakan moga dia tamat PhD dengan jayanya Allahumma aminnn..

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Rezeki habis degree tu, aku dapat panggilan turut serta volunteer SukanSEA Kuala Lumpur 2017. Disebabkan aku takde komitment, memang aku datang bertugas hari-hari siang sampai malam. Bahagia dengan ketua & team Bilik Gerakan SukanSEA, macam family. Sebulan aku berkampung dengan dorang dekat situ. Rakan kenalan baharu aku jumpa, bahagianya rasa. Sedihnya nak berpisah. Rezeki lepas tu ada ParaGames 2017, aku sambung bertugas for another month. Jadi totalnya 2-bulan aku berkampung situ, duduk bawah seliaan Puan Intan Saruza (Kak Intan) & Puan Azrina Aliman (Kak Nina).

Habis ParaGames 2017, aku join beberapa adhoc program, such as BudiForward Streetstore, ShopFree. TMO Birdpark..

October ada iklan keluar pasal MYCorps Mission 5: Sudan & Lubnan. Aku beranikan diri untuk apply je as General Volunteer. Better apply dari aku menyesal. Aku dah tengok kawan-kawan volunteer aku pergi Misi-misi ni. Ridzuan-Cambodia. Ajeerah-Lubnan. Zahidah-Bangladesh. Aku rasa terpanggil untuk apply & this is what I want, my soul interest.

Aku sambung kisah ni next entri ya, macam dah panjang sangat pulak entri ni. haha

Internship at MiCare Sdn Bhd

Assalamualaikum.

Recently, I went for a solo-backpacking to Australia. I would say that journey is Allah's plan. It is the best. He is The Best Planner indeed. At the early beginning of the plan, I didn't plan to go alone. I intend to take a step by step, to learn on how to become a solo-backpacker by book a slot in TAB's (Trip Adik Beradik) trip to NZ. Honestly I have no money. I do not work. Only have few ringgit of my saving.. since the trip will be approximately a year ahead, I said to myself, why not? I will find a way to gain enough money for the trip.

Alhamdulillah Allah make it an ease. Despite me not obtaining any offer for an internship from any hospital until the final week before we need to lapor diri, Allah gave me an opportunity to experience something new, I sent my resume through a senior (Kak Dyana), who currently and still working in MiCare Sdn. Bhd. To be honest, I have never ever ever imagined myself working or doing my internship in an Insurance related company. Because I had some unfavorable experience of insurance people chasing forcing to buy the premium. UNTIL THAT DAY.. The day where I am desperately need a place for an internship.

MiCare isn't an insurance company, BUT it is a Third Party Administrator (TPA) for Health/Medical Insurance related companies. And to add the adventure, the HR said the only department available for hiring is Call Center. To cut it short, Alhamdulillah I passed the interview, and since MiCare Sdn Bhd didn't take any internship student, I applied for a contract staff instead. Alhamdulillah Allah ease everything, the HR accepted it, my supervisor also show no worries with it. Oh and since I'm oncontract entitled for a salary la kan. Alhamdulillah.

I used the money I got to pay for my flight tickets etc.. Somehow on the month that I should pay full amount of the trip's fee, I stumbled upon few obstacles that I decided to withdraw from the trip and it left me with 13 days in Australia (because I bought tix return KUL-SYD). I can just buy a direct flight to NZ, but I think that will be a waste, alang-alang dah keluar, I should touch atleast Australia sekali since it's near kan. Sebab tu beli tix KUL-SYD, konon nak transit SYD.

Alhamdulillah. I thank Allah for my super-awesome-special-moment-colourful-journey of 6 months in MiCare Sdn Bhd (Feb-July 2016). I love the supportive environment in the Level-2. I really appreciate the experience I had as a Call Center Agent. We only take inbound call, which I love. I learnt so much on Health Insurance, from what I have learned in Mr.Shahril's class during my 5th Semester, it became more realistic as I am applying/seeing it on real live situation.

I met numerous new friends, with variety of background, and journey. It was my longest working experience so far. And I also able to experience working on HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI. Haha. First time out of norm.


Toqaballahu minna wa minkum

Bismillah #12RabiulAwal1438H

Assalamualaikum.

Selawat dan Salam ke atas Nabi S.A.W, Nabi junjungan kita. Harini tarikh lahir Baginda S.A.W. Allahu akbar. What have I done up to this age that help the ummah, help Allah's religion, practice Rasululallah's sunnah...?

It has been awhileeeee, since the last time I write an entry here. This is my 2nd entry throughout 2016. Allahu akbar. I miss it. I miss me. I miss being near to Him. I miss my journey written down here.. sometimes I do reread my entry, reminisce, Alhamdulillah.

For the past few years, after I graduated my Diploma, I rarely write in this blog. With an existence of Instagram, I frequently share my memories there with superlong-caption explaining what happening at the current moment (referring to the photo). My Instagram account initially a private profile of mine. Soon I approved few of my friends.. my siblings.. new friends... my cousins.. Because to me, an Instagram is a platform for me to be able to know someone's current state.. Perkembangan.. As we rarely see each other face-2-face nowadays,

And I uploaded photos into my account is not because I want to show to others, but I actually want it become a timeline of my journey while on this earth. On the other hand, I also want to share with my circle, may we able to take an ibrah from it.

I have so many stories to share here. Most of them I had shared on my Instagram though.. but this one will be lil more detail. I might separate the stories into 5parts, or maybe I might merge all in one-lengthy-entry. Haha.

As for today, I am on 7th Semester, Bachelor of Health Administration. This month should be my critical month throughout my degree (once again), as I have a thesis to complete and submit, and my final exam is around the corner (though it will be on 2017, next year haha)

Here I humbly would like to ask for your kindness, to pray for me, May Allah strengthen my Iman to walk through His ujian dan dugaan and to come back to Him with inner and outer peace.

JZKK. Toqaballahu minna wa minkum

15th Ramadhan 1436

Assalamualaikum.
Bismillah. Fa bi ayyi a'laaa irrobbikuma tukazziban.
"Nikmat Tuhanmu manakah yang kamu dustakan?"



#np Butterfingers - Viopipe

It has been awhile. Aku dah lama tak update. Aku dah lama tak jenguk blog ni, baca syok sendiri. Dah lama. Dan pagi ni, Allah bagi aku ilham "pergi la jenguk.."

Aku mencari-cari, meraba-raba semangat. I asked Allah banyak kali pun. Supaya Allah tunjuk la hint apa-apa ke supaya aku kembali bersemangat. Selalu orang cerita, ambil wuduk, buka terjemahan, InsyaAllah Allah will lead you to verse yang memang kena. Well, that does not happen to me, not this time. Allah nak aku go through ups & downs, cari cari cari. One day, He read Ar-Rahman to me, through his servant (on this Ramadhan). He gave me teasers.. Surah by Surah, verse by verse. Alhamdulillah. Today, Allah pertemukan pula aku dengan Surah At-Tahrim, ayat 8. Allahu akbar, kena sangat!

Dan tengah malam ni. Entry aku paling latest on 4th December 2014 (bawah post ni). Rupanya di sini. Di sini ada quote, kata-kata semangat yang aku cari. Alhamdulillah Alhamdulillah Alhamdulillah.


Aku. Tahun ni. Aku menggemarkan diri aku dengar playlist #MuhasabahDiri. Few audio yang aku tahu aku kena dengar selalu. Untuk consistent. Aku cuba avoid dari dengar audio selain tu. Yang rancak-rancak, yang aku suka dengar dulu. Kadang tu bila roomate aku play playlist dia, Allah rindu nya dengan lagu dulu-dulu tu. Aku kedengaran rigid? Tidak. Aku cuba untuk kawal diri. This is my way.

Tapi kadang tu, you just need to listen to the oldies. Bawa kereta, kadang kena juga tengok cermin belakang. Especially lagu Viopipe ni. Yang aku kenali melalui Anthem-Hlovate. Bila dengar, teringat spirit bila kena manisan Iman dari Ilahi, melalui CJ. Allah Allah Allah rindunya kemanisan Iman tu. It has been awhile..

InsyaAllah ada paper EWC661-Report Writing pagi ni at 9 a.m. Moga aku dapat carry along momentum aku waktu satu ketika dahulu. ALLAHU AKBAR

Fi amaanillah. Semoga kamu sentiasa dalam lindungan Allah. Assalamualaikum ;]

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#Akukurangkeringmacamdulu
#SalamSahurInadvance

Quick update: A week before final week 1st Semester Degree

Assalamualaikum. Bismillah. Alhamdulillah, all praise goes to Allah the Almighty. I met so....... many new people. Alhamdulillah. Happy sangat sangat sangat! Jumpa secara tak dirancang oleh saya, tapi dirancangan oleh Allah. MashaAllah. Indahnya dapat berkenalan dengan saudara sesama Islam. Ada dua tiga orang, kenal masa tengah tunggu bus dekat Bustop. Mostly yang baru kenal ni student UiTM Puncak Alam la.

Haaaa I had fun meyelusuri hari-hari indah yang Allah sediakan. Cuma atas kekhilafan diri ini, I had some cabaran.. yang sometimes I lose. Berpunca dari keretakan hubungan dengan Yang Maha Esa. Ya Allah..

Moga saya dapat get back on track! Terima kasih rakan-rakan sebab concern sangat mengenai aku! And lecturers too! ;]

I have another week to go through. Lepas tu study week, and will start my first paper on 11th January 2014. Rabbi Yassir Wala Tu'assir.

Kadang-kadang tu rasa nak give-up, nak drop-out.. Ingatlah farisfikri! Allah tak pernah putus asa dengan kita, patut ke kita nak putus asa dengan diri sendiri?... #notetoself

Keluarga SMF

Alhamdulillah. Siap pun Ochart ni. Inilah jantung hati saya sewaktu degree ni, disamping classmates. Ini keluarga SMF. Say Hi to them! Hehe. Seronok ada mereka. Alhamdulillah.

Sekarang tinggal lagi sebulan untuk Final Exam. Sekejap je dah nak habis. Cuaknya nauzubillah. Cuak sangat. Degree, for me, really need to cope, adapt, kick-your-ass gila la. Especially bila you learn something yang tak interest you. Macam my condition. Yang Allah, bila tak minat tu, ada esaimen ke, tak rasa macam nak buat langsung. Tapi I neeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeed to motivate myself. Suka ke tak suka, kena mindset suka! Supaya boleh success! Ya Allah bantulah hambaMu yang lemah ini.

Mohd Faris Fikri, awak boleh! Kalau orang lain boleh, awak juga boleh! InsyaAllah ;']

Kondisi current

Assalamualaikum. Terima kasih to those di atas yang telah membantu memberi semangat untuk keep it real! hahaha. Kak Fath, Iman Meor

So far, baru 3 kelas started. And, ada dua group projects telah di-assigned. Minggu ni freeeeeeeeeeeee all the way except on friday, ada satu kelas. Lecturers ada vetting. While aku macam kera duduk kolej, lastly made a decision untuk balik Ampang last wednesday. And yeah, it's Rabu and I AM HOME. hahaha. Oh dan kelas tu, hm hm faham sendiri la. hahaha

In my class, ada 27 students, including me. And guess what! Kami semua from different background. Maksudnya, tak ada sorang pun yang asal dari Fakulti Bisnes juga. Hah! Fair n square! Alhamdulillah. Here the number goes:

7 students from Diploma in Science
5 students from Diploma in Nursing
5 students from Diploma in Occupational Therapy
3 students from Diploma in Medical Imaging
2 students from Diploma in Culinary Arts
2 students from Diploma in Food Service Management
1 student from Diploma in Pharmacy
1 student from Diploma in Graphic Design
and a student from Diploma in Public Admin

Jadi, budak Diploma Sains menduduki carta teratas la. haha. Dan 7 orang tu semua dari UiTM Kuala Pilah. Kiranya budak lepas dip.sains kampus lain tak ada pun masuk sini.

Tak rasa kekok sangat sebab dalam kelas tu semua samabaya. Dan Alhamdulillah so far, okay la dengan dorang. Rasa impress pun ada sebab they came from macam-macam bidang dan HAI KAMI STUDENT HEALTH ADMIN. hehe

Oh, dan bila balik Ampang, baru la dapat updates pasal kawan-kawan diploma dulu. Rupanya ada yang dapat rezeki sambung degree di UPM, USM, which is, MashaAllah tahniah!! Dan ya, masih ramai yang tak dapat apa-apa. Aku tahu korang dah tawar hati, BUT! Percayalah! Allah dah set yang terbaik untuk korang! Have faith! InsyaAllah. 

Masih terkesima

Assalamualaikum. Alhamdulillah, berjaya went through 1 week dekat Puncak Alam (Palam). To be exact, it was 6 days. Haha. Bila orang tanya, "How's puncak alam?" or "How's degree?", I will answer, "Alhamdulillah so far so good".

Mula-mula awkward la. Sungguh terkesima, kampus sangat besar dari Pilah. Dalam ke-terkesimaan tu, I try to adapt.. Try to be as open as I can. Try to be friendly dengan orang sekeliling. Setiap malam, akan tenung view from my window. Rasa macam aku bermimpi. Betul ke aku dekat palam ni. Betul ke aku dah masuk alam degree ni. Betul ke aku dekat sini. Betul ke aku akan di sini sepanjang 3tahun. Boleh ke? Survive ke aku?

Kalau soal persekitaran kampus yang agak isolated tu, i don't even mind much. Sebab dah biasa dengan Pilah. Dingin nya palam, kuat nya angin palam, adanya taik burung palam, sama dengan apa yang ada di Pilah. Alhamdulillah. Flora & Fauna tolong teman akan rindunya Pilah. Dan novel Hlovate, banyak membantu dalam menenangkan jiwa yang tak berapa nak stabil lagi ni.

Kelas saya tak mula lagi. My group pun tak wujud lagi. Ada beberapa komplikasi here and there. Alhamdulillah, rupanya I am not the only one yang masuk course ni. There are 6 others from Fakulti Sains Gunaan, 13 from Fakulti Sains Kesihatan, and 1 from Fakulti Farmasi. We all are currently dealing dengan emosi masing-masing. Dalam kesedihan, Allah bagi peneman. Rakan seangkatan yang sama-sama terduduk. Secara jujurnya, it is hard to swallow benda ni. We are from sciences... and now begelar budak bisnes. It is not an easy step.

Kadang-kadang, bila terjumpa, atau terserempak dengan budak radio (medical imaging), aku masih terasa aku meletakkan harapan untuk masuk bidang tu. Tapi aku sendiri tak pasti. Bila orang suruh aku cuba minta tukar course. Aku refuse. Sebab aku takut, once dah tukar, aku tak dapat bawa. Dan aku rasa, biarlah health admin ni dulu. Aku masih kosong akan masa depan. Lepas graduate degree health admin. Berjaya ke aku? Ada tempat ke aku? Wallahualam.

I met & make new friends here. Alhamdulillah. Suka sangat! Tapi aku tak akan lupa kawan-kawan diploma! And I do jumpa few of my diploma friends.. and some seniors too.. Alhamdulillah. Sukanya bila dapat jumpa dorang!

Last few days, petang, jalan dengan housemates, naik bukit belakang kolej kediaman Angsana. naik till we can see almost entire UiTM Puncak Alam, fasa 1. MashaAllah! Cantiknya!

*me, Izzul, Zam

And today, I'm home. Cuti kan monday, Hari Malaysia. Oh and, housemates, Alhamdulillah! Semuanya hebakk! ;]

Typing while listening to Viopipe-Butterfingers, atas kesan dari baca Anthem. Awesome!

JZKK

Hari ni daftar kolej

Assalamualaikum. Selamat Pagi! So today it is! Hari pertama akan ku jejak UiTM Puncak Alam tu. Huhahaha cuak cuak cuak. There's butterfly in my stomach. haha.

Taknak bawa laptop for the 1st week. Tapi i bring along my smena symbol. Peneman.

Rabbi yassir wala tu'assir, wa atmim bi kheir ;]

I am counting the days babeh!

Assalamualaikum! Ahaaa I am so excited + little bit of nervous nak sambung belajar. Bachelor Degree. Kalau dulu aku selalu impikan untuk 1st Degree di luar negara, tapi plan Allah lagi terbaik! Belum rezeki, mungkin mentally dan physically tak ready untuk berada di luar. Apapun, I am looking forward for this new field I am about to enter this upcoming September! Wohooo

Tadi buka facebook, there's a group special untuk student yang akan masuk UiTM Puncak Alam for September 2013 intake, Kak Maryam (one of the MPP) posted something that makes my adrenaline running lagi laju;

Tak sabar nak masuk kampus besar, tapi takut at the same time sebab I am used to kampus yang comel macam Kuala Pilah. Calming, nyaman, small, not that big, not that small, comfortable la. Easy to adapt. Apapun, PALAM! Here I come!! InsyaAllah ;]